That morn­ing, I woke with­out a face.
I had dropped it,
sleep walk­ing at night,
through
a for­est of fall­en trees.
The worms had got­ten to
all but the ears.

In the shop down the road,
they had just sold the last human face.
“Sor­ry, madam. We are out of stock,” the sales­man informed a friend,
“In any case, we only do disposables
and the lady, you say, wants a face
that will weather
the long win­ters of dying poems?
A more per­ma­nent sort of face, that would be then…
We don’t do those, I’m afraid.”

Even­tu­al­ly, I have to set­tle for a disposable.
A face that will not out-last
the for­get­ting of lines.
But it can do “sad”.
And it can do “hap­py”.
It can get on
bet­ter than my old face could.

On the first day of every month,
I walk to that for­est of fall­en trees
and bury my face
in a grave­yard filled with my faces.
Care­ful­ly, I put on a new one,
pink and fresh from its plas­tic case and,
despite the absence of inter­est­ed worms,
die again
and again
and again.

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